Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A moment

If you'll allow me a personal moment...

I'm hurting today. Should have been 25 weeks pregnant, should already have known whether it was a "he" or a "she" kicking the crap out of me. Should be enjoying the belly rubs and back aches.

It's a hard thing when it feels like everyone around you is pregnant.

Sometimes I'm still asking why. It just doesn't make sense. 5 babies I won't know til heaven.

p.s. no stupid comments please. i don't want to deal with any single men who don't have a clue what i'm dealing with and always have something smart to say. it's my blog & i'll cry if i want to. if you don't like it, there's a red "x" at the top of your page. click it.

Thankyouverymuch.

6 comments:

Jordan Kuban said...

I ask why all the time, but a very different question. Joy comes in the morning, sweet friend.

Frugalissa said...

Thinking and praying for you. Please know I care.

Elaine said...

I'm so sorry. I don't feel your pain, but even just imagining it makes me tear up. You don't know me, but I'm hear for you to listen and to pray for you.

Janet said...

hey friend - you're certainly allowed to feel the way you do - love you tons!!! I look forward to meeting those 5 precious ones someday :-) And are you telling me that single men have actually posted ridiculous comments in the past about this subject or did you just want to warn them ahead of time?? Love you! Love you! Love you!

mandy_moo said...

(((HUGS)))

The Hulens said...

Praying (and missing) you and your family : )